Oh God...

Back on benzodiazepines.

I went to the psychiatrist today. She's put me on cutiapin, diazepam in the day and temazepam at night. I'm going to be drugged up to the eyes, but I need it. Hopefully it'll work, and I won't feel so crap. I'm pretty desperate.

Sorry I've not been around...

Well, been in hospital again, great. Only for a week this time, but it was still bad. I'm off the clozapine, as it made e ill. I'm on aripiprizole now, but it's not working. I feel crap. It's a mixture of illness and horrible memories. I'm really suffering, an d I don't know what to do.