I'm getting really sick of this...

Why is it that, when you tell someone you' era schizophrenic, they run a mile? I've met people who seem totally reasonable, but the moment you tell them, they stop emialing/phoning/talking to you. I'm starting a cours on Thursday, and am dreading the "I should maybe etll you, I'm schizophrenic" moment, and they suddenly have something else to do.

I just wantto tell anyone who's reading this we're not freaks, or dangerous, we're just people with a horrible illness. Don't fear us, think about how bad it is for us. I may be a nutbag, as my brother jokingly callssne, but I'm not bad, or scary, just treat me with bit of care, and you'll see, I'm just ordinary.

A break...

My brother is going away for a few days this week. This gives me an opportunity to cook things I lieke, and to be a bi tmore adventurous in my cooking. Of course, I'll miss having him around, but I'll be glad of the break.

I went to the uni today, and everyone was very helpful. I've also got my letter saying what stuff I've got from the DSA people. Hopefullyb it's what I need.

I'm finally going to get some exercise tomorrow, going swimming and doing aqua. i've missed it, I always feel better for having done it.

Will things never go completely right?

I've just finished Moll Flanders, a book I wouldn't recommend, and was planning to start another book. U nfortunately, the only book I've been sent is Hamlet (all 18 volumes of it), and not ay of the other things I need to read. I've read and seen Hamlet recently, so it all seems a bit pointless.

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I apologise for my attempt at poetry. I try, and sometimes it works. As I've had no feedback, I've no idea if it was any good or not. Sorry agian ,, if it was bad, and , if it was good, please don't steal it an d call it you own.