Pain control

I'm in pain.

They're decreasing my morphine quicker than they're increasing my gabapentin. I've finally got more, so I'm allowed to sort out my pain to a small extent, but not enough. I know what I need, and what the pain doctor said I needed, but nobody seems to really listens to me. Hopefully things will improve over the next few weeks. As long as I can show I'm a good girl, and don't try to OD,, they might give me more flexibility.

I don't want to be on any painkillers, it's not what I'd hoped for my life, but it's what I'm stuck with.