Not doing too good

Well, it seems to be the way, when I'm in horrible pain, my schizophrenia is under control, but when the pain's under control, it rears it's ugly head. All I can do is see what professionals think I should do, but if I have to make the choice, as I may have said before, I'll choose to live in pain. Pain's personal, it hurts you, not others,, but psychosis affects everyone, and it isn't fair to cause other people problems.