Yet another night with almost no sleep.

It's been about 2 months now. I know this is because of my illness, but it's beginning to feel like someone's got it in for me! I know that may sound paranoid, but I am paranoid, so I'm afraid you'll have to try and get used to it, as I really can't help the way I think sometimes.

The voices are also too loud. I have 4 male voices, and hear them all the time, even in my sleep. When I do actually get some sleep, they often wake me up. I started on Depixol 4 months ago, and I was starting to get to a point where I could ignore them.

Sadly, as I'm not sleeping, they've got a lot worse, and I find it very hard to cope with the symptoms if I'm tired. I recently had a horrible hallucination of the Grim Reaper, which scared the crap out of me. It's stupid, I don't even believe he exists, but when you see things, they're so real you can't stop yourself thinking that they aren't there, or don't exist.

I'll leave you now. Maybe I'll have something a bit more constructive to say next time!