What more can I expect?

Ah well, the depression's setting in. I should learn to expect it, as I usually get depressed when the schizophrenia hits a certain point of horribleness *(is that a proper word?). It's really not nice. I'll tell the CPN tomorrow, but there's not much she can do. I'm also supposed to tell my social worker, but she's got that sickness virus, so I can't. Why does it all have to be so crap for me? I do complain, but it could be an awful lot worse.