Friday 26 September 2008

just about coping

I'm feeling really unwell now. I'm writing this during a brief stint in reality. I'm sleeping better, but this isn't helping the psychosis.

I had a sip of water on Tuesday, and suddenly felt like there was a live worm in my mouth. I tried to spit it out, but I swallowed the water. It took me hours to calm down, and realise that it wasn't going to dig it's way out of my stomach. My hallucinations are getting much worse too. It's like a living nightmare at the moment. I see the doctor on Monday, and I'm desperate for help. If this means going into hospital, I'll do it (I hate it in hospital).

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